I came home from a women's leadership meeting at church one night to
find everyone had already gone to bed. Feeling hungry, I went into the
kitchen and fixed myself a bowl of fresh blueberries. They were in
season and were magnificent.
Then I heard it. It was a strange
noise I had never heard before. It sounded like the lower notes of a
cello and it was occurring at five- and 10-second intervals. Not only
was the noise unusual, but my dishwasher and the entire kitchen counter
would vibrate at each interval.
"What in the world could that be," I thought. Our dishwasher was in its last stages of drying, so I turned it off. But the noise and vibrations continued.
I
went to the bedroom and woke my husband. "Art! Art, wake up! There's a
strange noise in the house. It's a low, humming sound, and it's causing
everything to vibrate."
Art's a sound sleeper, so he simply turned
over and said, "It's nothing. Don't worry about it. It's probably the
hot water heater." But we had only recently purchased the hot water
heater, which had been installed, inspected and reset. Could this
possibly be the cause?
Now, settled in the bedroom, I could still
hear the noise and feel the subsequent vibrations. It was not just in
the kitchen now. It encompassed every room.
Being the woman of
faith that I am, I said, "We have to do something. We just can't sit
here. What if there's something wrong with that heater and it explodes?
It can cause a fire. I'm calling the fire department to check it out."
At
those words, Art got up and went out to the garage. He examined the
heater, then went to the fuse box and turned off the connection to the
heater. That should do it. It didn't. The noise continued.
Now I
was really getting worried. Art went back to bed and turned over. "I
have an early day tomorrow, and I need my sleep," he said." The Lord
will take care of us."
"Well, I'm staying up in case something
happens," I said. I gathered some treasured belongings and asked if our
valuable papers were secure in our fireproof box in case I had to
quickly grab them on the way out of the possibly exploding house.
I
spent most of the night watching old reruns and praying during the
commercials. Then I started timing the noises like a midwife. One, two,
three, four, five, and I would hear the sound and feel the shaking; one
two, three, four, five, and the cycle continued. In between
"contractions" I prayed, "Lord, what is this? Help us, God." I finally
gave way to exhaustion and fell asleep.
In the morning, we awoke
to the same rhythmic sounds. "Thank You, Jesus," I said. "We're still
here. We're alive and well. The house is still standing. But what is
that noise?"
Our son woke up and we asked him if he heard the noise and felt the
shaking. He said yes and mentioned that the night before he had turned
on a switch he thought was connected to the water heater because the
water was not hot enough.
Switch? What switch? He then walked into
the garage and turned it off. The noise and shaking stopped, and our
electrician later discovered it was connected to our attic fan, which we
never used. I felt so foolish. The reality was much less foreboding
than my imagination had been.
So while my husband and son slept
peacefully, I had stayed awake waiting, watching, praying and imagining
the worse. Have you ever felt that way? Have you had situations that
were beyond your control and you didn't know what to do?
Sometimes
we don't know what's happening, why or how a situation is going to work
out. We have no answers. We only have questions and we are forced to
wait for and depend on someone who knows more than we do to take over
and bring the solution. As much as I prayed, God did not show me what
was going on. Instead, He allowed me to stew in my own fears. He knew I
was perfectly safe from harm. He knew what was happening and that my
fears were unfounded even if I didn't. Instead of fretting, I could have
slept in peace and safety, according to Psalm 4:8.
There are
times when a major crisis disrupts our lives and we feel equally
helpless in the face of it. God knows all about that too. He knows the
end from the beginning and He has already promised that all things will
work out for our good no matter what it sounds or looks like (see Rom.
8:28).
He knows how to handle each situation, and we can rely on
Him totally for even the smallest details of our lives—whether it's the
unfamiliar noise and shaking of an attic fan, or the shaking of our
security through unemployment, illness or loss of a loved one. We may
not understand what's happening when we're going through it, but in His
time He will give us understanding and we will rejoice at the final
outcome (see Jeremiah 29:11).
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